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Ayoko na. Sawang sawa na ako. Bakit ganon? Aalis ka na lang bigla, wala man lang pasabi. Tapos babalik ka na parang walang nangyari, na parang hindi ako nasaktan, na parang wala akong pakiramdam, na hindi ako naghintay kung kailan ka ulit babalik. Sawang sawa na ako, na ako lang ang nagmamahal. Tama na. Hindi ko na kaya.
Marie Claire, January 2012
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i don’t know what to say. my mind is in fucking chaos right now. i didn’t mean to love you, did i? you are the sweetest thing ever. the nicest guy on earth. the ever gentleman. i’m sorry. this isn’t your fault. it’s entirely mine. you said it the very first time we met that we are just friends. how am i supposed to know that you’re very likeable and lovable. fuck my heart over and over again. it’s torn into pieces right now. why are you so cold? is two weeks really that long to forget me? haha. i’m forgettable, i see. i’m jealous over your friends. they can see you everyday. they can talk to you everyday. oh how i wish i could be in their shoes right now. even if you won’t love me back. it’s ok. i just want to be with you and make you happy. i’m not allowed to cry. but why did i fall in love with you? why? this feeling me hurts me so.
i’ve waited for this moment. you talked to me again. but there’s something wrong with our conversation. your monosyllabic and late replies. what did I do wrong?